Saturday, November 8, 2008
The Funny Thing About Love


There's this funny funny thing thats been in my life coming in and out.... It's called LOVE .... are u familiar wif the word ??? Betcha do.... coz maybe ur enjoying love wif ur loved ones..... or maybe ur the one who is still puzzled and confused by this funny funny thing... coz its suppose to be sweet and fun juz like everybody said it would be.... but how come... It hurt ? It Stings and aches in the the heart.... the feeling isnt physical pain like a scratch or a bruise.... it doesnt juz heal back in a few days wif the help of medication.... this pain wont fade... it wont heal as fast.... at 1st it may hurt a little.... den it will be like ur being stab by a knife juz like wad JON said...... ripping thru the heart bleeding and hurting u every pain staking minute and reminding u that.... YOU ARE NOT BEING LOVED ! it doesnt exist in ur world.... its like you dont deserve it..... as you see other people getting on wif their lives being loved and you see your loved one being taken away and you noe ..... I mean YOU NOE ! u can never do a god damn thing about it.. !

As you see your loved one being taken away by somebody... u get this empty feeling like.... when the doctor has removed every thing from ur body from your heart to your guts ! its all gone .... right before your eyes..... its all being taken away.... you see your loved one smiling.... but its not with you.... you see her cuddled up ..... but she isnt cuddled up in YOUR arms......you see her hugging..... but she is not hugging YOU..... you see her laughing..... but she is not laughing wif you...... you see you see this happening and you get this feeling to juz take a god damn knife and kill the guy who has taken ur loved one...... but you have no power to do so.... When she left... she took everything.....

Men and Woman are very different..... men seriously..... cant survive without a partner.... no matter wad.... they are social creatures .... they cant be alone they will go nuts if they do...... But woman on the other hand... they carry on with their lives with or without a partner.... their independant .... thats why now more and more woman arent married and focus more on their job...... There is a song by the black eyed peas..... Theres a part where it sings... "WHERE IS THE LOVE"...... and ppl tell me.... "LOVE IS IN THE AIR" ..... i juz wan to punch the guy who said this...... be more realistic.... thinking like a fairy tale got me all "EMPTY" .....

But dont lose hope..... LOVE will find its way back to you and all the emptiness , tha pain will fade away and LOVE will bring back sweetness .... you juz have to be patient......
Impatient ppl juz simply misuse LOVE..... they say the 3 words I LOVE YOU..... as if its juz a few words tat will get me loved..... but its not.... when you tell someone you love him/her.... take a step back and think and think hard.... Wad do i reli love her/him about..... beauty , inteliggence , kindness , caring ? or juz those small little actions she does , that you juz cant get enough of... you will think that she is the world for you.... but is SHE ?

Still puzzled , confused , stupid and have no idea wad to do without her.... juz cant get enough of her....
This random things i wrote for this post is inspired by all the sleepless nights that i have been thinking about you.....
LOVE , its a funny funny thing....



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